MLJGR tells the second part of my story after leaving my life in LA behind to build a relationship with my two year old daughter I never knew about, Penelope. Little did I know, the fight to be in my daughter's life had just begun...
Lyrics:
No More Excuses
No One to blame
I feel the pressure making a man
Yesterday I was a son with no father
now I'm Mr 'Yeah, I did't know about my daughter'
Split like the second everything changed
I get the message
Im on my way
I don't know the lord
Don't pray, I'm no apostle
Hope I have the strength to treat my girl like my gospel
The walls are closing in
I don't wanna think no more
I don't know where to begin
All I Know is
My Life Just Got Real
So Real
I can't see my way through the night
I don't wanna feel or heal
or change anything but my mind
and it goes on and on and on
your wrong, your wrong, SO wrong
and on and on and on
your wrong, your wrong, so hold on
My life just got real
I've been reflecting on memories
promising I won't let history repeat
but I'm nothing but a check to baby mama
lamb to the slaughter
sins of my father WHOA
The walls are closing in
I don't wanna think no more
I don't know where to begin
All I Know is
My Life Just Got Real
So Real
I can't see my way through the night
I don't wanna feel or heal
or change anything but my mind
and it goes on and on and on
your wrong, your wrong, SO wrong
and on and on and on
your wrong, your wrong, so hold on
My life just got real
God if your really there
let me catch my fucking breathe
never been tested so hard
begging for a second chance
house arrest, living back at my mommas now
lawyers and reconnaissance
gotta hold my daughter down
Restraining order on my name
you'll say anything you liar
trying to take my girl away
you cant keep me out of her life
prayed it wasn't all a lie and got no answer
my life just got real
watch my problems spread like cancer, real
My Life Just Got Real
So Real
I can't see my way through the night
I don't wanna feel or heal
or change anything but my mind
and it goes on and on and on
your wrong, your wrong, SO wrong
and on and on and on
your wrong, your wrong, so hold on
My life just got real
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